Ki I know my truth

Don't think Id wana quite you...

So I'm going to start with one off by saying… WOW! I'm speechless “why am I writing this then?” I laugh while typing. In my previous blog I said I was coming back for an Arab… strangely enough I’ve come cross one that, well I didn’t expect. But my oh my! You know how when you see that pair of shoes that you just have to have! Well yeah this is kind of how I am feeling. I used to think I knew what attraction was but this really opened my eyes! For the first time I found myself in awe of this guys personality. Like couldn’t get enough of it… would I be pushing it by saying love at first sight? Yeah no that was a joke but its defiantly attraction at first sight.

I remember thinking to myself “this is how I want it to be” while we layed on the wooden paneled floor (I love wooden floors). We must have layed there speaking for close on 3 hours! Like what! And there was not one second that I felt the convocation was “dry”

He listens to all the shit I had to say, all my crazy ideas and show real interest (I think it was real…. Wait he is an actor) we laughed smiled (ever tried laughing without smiling) could deal with that shit for life! and when o touch him something happen and not its not sexual its so real.

Its safe to say that you have to be friends with your soul mate! It will make for such a happy life! I'm  still pretty speechless like yeah. I Feel so new to this. I probably shouldn’t broadcast suck things over the net but what can I say I pretty open. I have to say it’s crazy cute how he smiles while he sleeps and talks in a baby voice when tired.

“thinking to myself” Falling head over hills? Possibly … but what if? You never know.

So yeah just wanted to say there is hope out there. There are some pretty amazing people out there I guess they just need to fall into your path.

Anyway let’s see where this goes.

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K I’m done